If you read my blog or if you know about how things are done in the Student Ministry at Freedom - you know that I lead a high school bible study at my house on Sunday nights. We have been walking through the book of John since I came on staff here at Freedom. I wanted to look at the life of Jesus - he is pretty much the main character of the Bible. I wanted to look at John because “John is different.” (that is a shout out to my college professor - Dr. Mynatt) It seems to me that we always get either Matthew’s or Luke’s account of stuff and therefore we are probably getting Mark’s account, too. John is just a different perspective.
I don’t think I realized how different it is. I know that I have read all four gospels - but as we walk (and I mean walk) though John, I think that Matthew, Mark, and Luke paint a much simpler picture of who Jesus is. Don’t get me wrong, I think that all four accounts come together to paint a more complete picture of Jesus. Each perspective shows a side of Jesus that the others don’t.
We are now on John 8. Jesus is especially cryptic when he is talking about the validity of his testimony. When I read these verses over and over, I start to get it. But I know for a fact that if I were hearing this speech live and for the first time and would not be able to go back and read it again later - I would have walked away scratching my head and wondering “What just happened?” No - I am not saying that the message of Jesus is confusing. Jesus is not the “Author of Confusion.” But Jesus drops some serious information that is really heavy.
I am really happy that I have the Bible. I have Jesus’ words. I can read them over and over and seek the true meaning of this or that. I think one of the things that I am trying to do is get out of my 21st century mindset and try to understand what Jesus was saying to people in the 1st century. What was he really saying? Not - what can I make him say?
This is my prayer - Jesus, I want to understand you. Teach me to understand your words. Jesus, I love you.